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Just listen.


YOU JIN.L

26/7/1993.

geymeth secondary school.


runaway.


ALETHEA.
AMELIA.
ANNE.
ANTHONY.
APRIL.
CANDY.
CHESNA.
CINDY.
DANIEL.
EE CHING.
ETHEL.
HASLIYA.
HANNAH.
HEATHER.
HUO HUIQING.
IVAN.
JINGYI.
JANICE.
JUN XING.
JASMINE.
JESTON.
JING RONG.
KAH HENG.
KIM.
KAREN.
MARK.
MAXSWEN.
MELODY.
RACHEL(RAX).
SIEW JEAN.
STELLA.
WAN XIN.
WEI MEI.
XUANQI.
XAVIER.
XINYI.
YEO HUIQNG.
YING TIAN.
ZANN.


reading between the lines.




& the past is gone.


July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
March 2008





Saturday, January 26, 2008

You've got a friend.



When I look back, I really find myself incredibly stupid for letting myself hurt so much. But then again, we all learn right?

'Cause after much sitting around in the quiet & dark places, I've come to realize that I'm am so very, damn blessed to have so many good friends around me who're willing to go through thick and thin with me, & stay by me everytime I cry so hard even if you guys don't understand why.

Thank you, really.
You all have a special place in my once broken but mended heart.

"You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you again
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you have to do is call
And I'll be there
You've got a friend" - carol king.



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Friday, January 25, 2008

YOUJIN TO WORLD, HELLOOO!

Can anyone please tell me.

WHAT ON EARTH HAS HAPPENED TO THE VICTORIA'S SECRET FASHION SHOWS?!?!

Seriously, they stopped airing after '06.
It's been two freaking long years.

& I miss gisele bundchen!


Her bod is like, totally flawless & she's 5'10".
See!







Last I heard, she was dating(and is still) New England Patriots quarterback Tom Brady.





& since I haven't been coming across her in magazine headlines, I assume she left on a jet plane. *sings the song*

Ah well, I guess I should just keep on watching "TAXI" if I wanna see her.

Anyways, school is really unpleasant & work is hectic.
I really do not have time for alot of things......

Okay. I think what I just mentioned above is total crap 'cause I'm blogging as we speak.

shrugs.

Maybe I should go now....


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Thursday, January 10, 2008

Strange how hard it rains now.

Sigh.

I think I have a weird issue going on with Mrs loh(my chem/co-form teacher).

During PW discussion, she sort of talked to my group(gave us wrong feedback), & we didn't give her an enthusiastic response whatsoever so she stared at me.

& I felt super duper uncomfortable & I went like 'oh okay.....uh, can you uh, go away please?', and used my hand to like shoo her away.

Unexpectedly, she smiled & walked off, AND CAME BACK(!), and looked at me again like she really wanted to figure out what I had against her.
Hence causing me to curl up uncomfortably on my chair & face the opposite direction.(Huiqing gave me this confused look)

What's more, on the first day of school, she asked me to tuck in my shirt twice during the infamous haircheck, and when I looked at her for approval of my attire, she nodded unwillingly & POUTED.

So ya, despite being a discipline teacher, I find it hard to take her seriously 'cause she always seems to pout & shoot weird unreadable looks at me.

Heh.

But other than that, school is just plain boring.

Thank god I have drama practices to lighten me up. Yay. :D


Youjin felt like updating @ 8:34 PM

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Sunday, January 06, 2008

A place so familiar, yet so vague.

School's already started & I realize being Secondary 3 brings back all those secondary 1 memories I thought I lost.

It's like, when you first enter high school. Everyone around you seems to know everything, their confidence & oblivion makes you feel so lost & foreign.

The teachers are different, and like in sec 1, I'm just so scared of not getting every piece of assignment done on time & done right.

The 2 month holidary period seemed so short, and yet school feels like a long-lost place.
Ah, and there's the sec 1 orientation to add to this odd feeling. Sheesh.

Anyways, enough of that, I really think I should start revising my work seriously.

After the hols my brain is now in a different world & I've forgotten how to do mensuration, some algebra, and set notation, venn diagrams etc.

The only math topic I probably know how to do so well is PROBABILITY.

Okay, I hope I'm not the only loser. :P

& 'cause school is such a tedious & a fearful place, I thank god for my trustworthy IPOD.

Oh, & miss johnson.

Can't believe I've actually missed her so much. She's probably the only teacher who's capable of letting the sun shine through those threatening dark-grey clouds. :D

Oh, and I seriously think I need a camera with good shutter speed(no not those professional ones like Nikon or Canon). An ordinary one will do.
'Cause I'm taking less & less pictures, you could probably say none too.

& in my world, that is a unforgivable crime, which is equivalent to rape. X_X

Okay so see you guys arnd, I won't be in class on monday from 9.45 onwards though, i think. And I really hope the sec 1's will enjoy our play. (:

Although it's too bad we don't have ample time to do the Visa commercial.

I cannot show off my indian/taliban accent already. ):


Youjin felt like updating @ 6:08 PM

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Tuesday, January 01, 2008

& the clock ticks like a bullet train.


I find it hard to acknowledge the unbelievable fact that it's already twenty-oh-eight.

School's starting, which calls for the uncalled; occasional bitching & gossiping(though it's quite intriguing), drama rehearsals, more and MORE homework, & worst of all.....CHINESE ORAL!


Anyways, it's only right to have resolutions for a new year so I'll type away.


[x] Stop making snide remarks right in front of peoples faces. Unconsciously, that is.


[x] Pour cereal into the bowl before pouring the milk.
[x] Try not to be angry with people who say cucumbers are tasteless.
[x] Enjoy chinese class & don't sleep during math.
[x] Don't be affected by joel's comments when I have a murderous zit on my face.


[x] Exercise more, eat less.
[x] Save up money for cd collection & friends birthday presents whose birthdays have already past more than 5 months ago.


[x] Don't make promises I know I cannot keep.
[x] Don't sing so loud in the shower(my parents always complain)
[x] Be the FIRST in the entire world to possess michelle's branch's latest album(though I highly doubt that's possible)


[x] Do a makeover for my room(new bad sheets, posters, pictures)
[x] Buy chesna an ipod cover to protect it from the gazillion scratches which mysteriously appear day after day.(I don't know how she does it, mine's still scratch-free!)


[x] Don't throw my bra on the floor when I come back from school.
[x] Remember not to talk after I eat garlic.
[x] Teach my brother the difference between 'than' & 'then'.
[x] Learn to smile more.
[x] Try not to show my excitement & desperation when I pass by the 'drinks corner' of cheers, 7/11, or worst still, THE SUPERMARKET.

[x] & last but not least, don't swear too much around my 5yrs old cousin. ;)

Oh btw, my little cousin has an aussie accent which I find amusing, coming out from the mouth of an asian.

I remember times where she always goes like, I'm a good girl that's right! Haha.

So yeah, I'm done here.

And this picture is here to tell ya'll that youjin is happy and she'll be looking forward to seeing you when school reopens.

lovess! <3

p.s I think all my white bras are in the washing machine. oh no, how?!



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