Let's go to the hills where the outlines are clear.
Alot has happened lately.
& after all this I really wonder why so many people try to be someone else they aren't.
I really wonder why they care so much, too much, in fact, about what other people think of them.
Why is it so important?
I mean if they really can't accept us for who we are, then hell with em'.
There are especially a countless number of young people who try to act so mature & they give themselves away 'cause they're just trying so hard.
Why try to be mature when you're not?
We all grow up eventually & people who are older understand that they simply just don't share the same views on things as the younger ones.
So it's completely fine with being childish, 'cause the truth is we all are no matter what our age.
Why do we even want to be someone else in the first place?
'Cause I just feel that we don't benefit anything at all.
Be someone you're not, and that's the beginning of living a lie.
& life becomes so hard & annoying 'cause we're so conscious of every move we make, every sentence we speak.
And now, 'cause of the insecurity in people, 'cause they're so many people who try to be someone else, I really don't know if you're the person I thought I knew.
If you lived a lie, then so did I, 'cause I was a part of your life as well.
Sometimes I ask myself whether you really cared about me, or loved me, for that matter.
And I end up in a pool of confusion & pain knowing that the answer could be a no as much as it could be a yes.
I don't know who I can trust anymore. I don't know what to believe 'cause all this contradiction is a pain in the ass.
Even though it may be easier to not put your faith, trust & belief in anything to avoid disappointment, no matter how painful, irritating or weird the truth may be, it's something we all need to know.
So please stop hiding & come out.
Come out not as someone else, but as you.
& no matter how much you've disappointed me, I really wanna find you.
Even if you may turn out to be a bitch, a liar, a pretender, I still wanna find you.
I really wanna find you.
