Saturday, May 19, 2007
You're the one mistake I really didn't mind.Sorry to those reader's out there 'cause I really have nothin' much on my mind now. so I guess I'll be doin out points.- I'm as happy as a horse 'cause exams are over.- I've been baking alot of cakes recently 'cause uhh, I like the mixture. Very creamy and slimy and ugh, just, HEAVEN!- Recently, I've been spending loads of time abnormally, excessively, watching alot of tv, and wasting time.- Alright, this might sound desperate but my mom, daddy & brother will be on vacation for a week. okay fine not my dad but he's gonna be home only at 10p.m and gone early in the morning for work. so someone pleasepleasePLEASE consider comin over to my house to keep me company during those lonely hours?- It's been 5 weeks since I signed up for this class with really adorable kids in it, and not only have I gave this 5 year old boy a punk hairstyle(apparently he likes it 'cause whenever his hair's flat he'd take my hand indicating me to uh, put it back up. cute right!), I've actually bonded with a couple of them.- And yes, I have to be a little childish around them but it just simply makes me incredibly happy to see them smile. & I love it when I manage to carve a smile on their pretty little bouncy faces hhahah.- Oh, & I plan to work out alot during the hols. So for those of you who wanna eradicate some of those jiggly things hanging around weird body parts of yours *ahem*, you're not alone.(:This is practically useless 'cause I'll never identify the person I'm referring to, but it makes me feel a hell lot better to type my feelings out. So please, do excuse me.I've been thinking alot lately, & though you're the one mistake in my life that I really didn't mind, I hope you're out of my head as soon as possible. 'Cause the thought & sight of you are preventing me from doin alot of things that would actually brighten up my days. In case you didn't know, I'm enjoying life now. & I will not stand still and let you take that away from me.And all this while I thought you were hurting me, until one of my friends made successfully pointed out the fact that I was doin' the same to you.I still remember that one last hug we had. If only I knew it would be our last one, I wouldn't have got myself involved in a first one.You've taught me alot of things nobody could have ever had, and I really appreciate that. You've taught me that good people aren't all that good afterall.But most importantly, I've learnt something from you, and that is, to never get myself attached to something I don't know would last.You didn't last. Now that's a shame, isn't it?
Youjin felt like updating @ 9:52 PM
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