So I was goin' through my photo gallery, and was reminded of the times. When almost everythin' was different. Like now. And then this question found its way into my head and it's very cliche and might sound boring but I realized it could be kinda intriguing, at a different perspective. What will things be like in the near future?
Y'know, like what class I would be in, whether my friends would become a different person, or whether I would. And who would sit beside me in class, who's gonna hate me, who's gonna forget 'bout me and move on with their own life. Whether I'd be takin' triple science, or if I'm gonna be dating mR.niccce guy.
And the questions get uglier as you ponder, and go deeper with the possibilties.
Who knows, you might loose your friends or friendships may get burned on the sides. Or we'll probably turn into egoistical bitches/backstabbers/poseurs. And then we start to be very careful in the steps we take, in fact, sometimes TOO careful and we end up in the ditch in a somewhat miserable state.
Yeah, sometimes holding on too tightly is worse than not holding on at all.
And what if you don't get what you want? In fact, what if you get the things you DON'T want? What if the things that were made were signed, sealed and delievered and you could do NOTHIN' to get it back or change it?
I dunno, I guess its just, weirdly scary, and tragic.
It's just scary how one tiny change can result in a huge difference.
Ah well, I just pray that everythin' goes the way it should be. As long as we don't cry buckets or smoke weed lol.
I never knew you came with a package deal. If I did, I wouldn't have bought you or even went close to you, for that matter. But now, I guess I'm holding on by lettin' go of you. It's hard, but I'll figure it out. And with sincerity, I bid you farewell. Trust me, it wasn't easy to endure the hurt you unintentionally made me go through. It never was.
