Hard love.
So daniel and I were talking 'bout love, in a way, and 'bout friendships.
Not good friendships, but ones which are kinda strained, and ones which are on the verge of becoming strained. And I guess that's made me acutely aware of things I was once oblivious to. Or just more aware, maybe.
Daniel said somethin' that really clinged onto my mind 'cause I could never admit how true it was.
sometimes when you pass by this lost friend, you want to say hi, but you just can't, and you walk by like strangers. it does happen.
Which makes me think of the times where I smile or laugh just to masquerade all the hurt I feel. It might make me seem strong 'cause I'm not vulnerable on the outside, but I guess all it means is that I'm simply a coward or a liar. But then again, things are never easy right? And a life with no problems or hurt, practically isn't that much of a life.
Ah well, people keep on telling me our friendship is becoming strained, but on the contrary, I actually think that the fact that we're in two different classes are making us closer, and making us treasure each other more. I know people may call me miao miao and all that but I guess I'm your miao miao. yeapp, yours. And pardon me, but I'm feeling incredibly emo right now.
Anyways, recently I read this book, it's called hard love. And I managed to dig these lyrics and phrases out from it. And guess what, they actually ring true.
"natural elements become more important to you, people including yourself can never be as trustworthy as nature 'cause people don't understand how much they need each other."
Yes, it's hard love, but it's love all the same,
Not the stuff of fantasy but more than just a game.
And the only kind of miracle that's worthy of the name,
For the love that heals our lives is mostly hard love.
