I've never been deeper, so far gone.

Saturday, February 24, 2007

I heard your voice echo through the corridors.

Followed it.

But by the time I reached there,

you were gone.

And I almost felt like breaking down,

'cause I hadn't seen you for what seemed like decades.

But it would be of no use,

'cause I know myself.

I know I wouldn't have been able to utter a word to you.

Nor look you in the eye.

But I miss you, friend.
I really do.

Youjin felt like updating @ 8:10 PM

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Wednesday, February 21, 2007

Stranger it seems, yeah.

Went to stella's house yesterday. its like we shared our knowledge with each other. benefited quite alot 'cause my math kinda sucks. things are starting to get weirdly better for me tho chesna seems a tad too testy these days. Maybe I just think so 'cause she's always smiling and all hahh.
AND I LOOOOOVE CHRIS SLIEGH FROM AMERICAN IDOL. wait. or isit sleigh? bah whatever. I LOVE HIM!
oh and I visited my neighbour's other house in sentosa cove and was like ooooooo there's actually a marina there and some boats were like so damn luxurious. and i was like okaye, I must get a promising pay in the future, and buy myself a boat! sparkly white BIIIIIG one!
And for the first time in a long time, I actually had drops of sweat meandering down my face CONTINUOUSLY during PE. oh and I had a puffy red face too. =.=
That Mr Kang larh! bully me until I was havin' trouble breathing. But I had fun playin' badminton with huiqing. badminton. fun. eccentric!
AND, oh my gawd, I like country music! whoa mann its like, everything's so weird now. Literally.
ALRIGHT. PICTURE TIME.

Teejay in his dad's shoes. Adorable.

And this is the seaview from their house.

nnnnng yingtian.

Yes. This, is pingling. heh.

I dunno what she's doin' but whatever. I like this shot. :DD

There used to be a greying tower alone on the sea.

You became the light on the dark side of me.

Love remained a drug that's the high and not the pill.

But did you know,that when it snows,

My eyes become large and,

The light that you shine can be seen.

Youjin felt like updating @ 9:04 PM

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Saturday, February 17, 2007

I <3 HEROES!

The super powers and mysteries are just so awesome that I can't stop watching. One of them has cell regeneration/self-healing powers. And one has double personality. It's like when she doesn't know what do the other personality will take over her body and overcome her problems. COOL RIGHT! and there's this police officer who can read minds and hear voices from afar. ohoh, and one can paint the freakin' future!

lol you really have to watch it. every wednesday on starworld.

They do show repeats so no worries 'bout missin' it.

Anyways, watched ghost rider yesterday. And I can't believe some think that nicholas cage is hot. I think he's average tho he has a well built bod.

lol. And I realize I've been eating alot lately. okaye youjin, let's start concentrating on exercising instead of those chocolate cupcakes and spinatella pizza. oh mann it seems hard hahah.
ah well. I think faith 21 is not bad afterall 'cause it's finally noisy and ALIVE.

And I'm not slacking anymore. I understand the math formulas and how to use them. finally. And I comprehend those science theories as well. OH AND I GOT B3 FOR CHINESE! score! heh heh. But I was short of a mark and a half to reach A2. Never in my life have a scored an A for chinese. Hope to break the record this time.

Dad said dancing, as a career would be ephemeral. But he said he wouldn't interfere with my life. And accept my decisions. 3 cheers for daddy lim!

Stella had cramps this morning but still felt like calling me lol?
STELLA: I wanna dye my hair green.
ME: lol really? okaye I'll go with you. I wanna dye mine blue.
*both giggle*

And in the air the fireflies.

Our only light in paradise.

We'll show the world they were wrong.

And teach them all to sing along.

Youjin felt like updating @ 12:13 PM

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Thursday, February 15, 2007

Today was simply bizzare.
The skies were of a color I had never seen before.
And the world felt alien to me.
But yet somehow, very familiar.

Youjin felt like updating @ 10:02 PM

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Friday, February 09, 2007

Desperate times call for desperate measures.

Miss Li Ping found rachel's blog. I'm not so sure whether blogs are a problem, or big mouths who have nothin' better to do. Anyways, feels like its been a long week with all those tests and hectic drama rehearsals. damn, I can't do hip hop for chingay 'cause drama happens to clash with it. DARN IT. argh.
The teachers had to change our places again.
And where I'm sitting has made me almost forget the meaning of fun. Seriously, the silence there, IS KILLIN' ME. And for my home econs practical, I put too much oil.

okaye fine, maybe a lil' too much of everythin'.

And suphaphat and I were like running ard the corridors and pinching each other's noses, lol had so much fun.

Mrs yuen arh, has this weird thing goin' on with her grand entry which consists of her cars VROOMING through the quadrangle. lol. people have been talkin' 'bout it. Maybe she has to stop doin' that before someone develops a grudge against her or scratches her car heh.

Anyways, I'm doin' average for almost all my tests. Not to mention that I flunked my math test real bad. jeez, I need to start workin' harder, really.

I wanna go to faith 3-1 'cause I heard it's gonna be the ONLY class offering triple science. And hope I do well when the O's come. Need to make it to ACJC!

Alright, tag replying time.

STELLA: I'm not bhb, and I'm not doong doong eh okaye! gdasoyigdsyosy.
XINYI: hi xingyi! hahah, you've tortured me enough alright. And jeez, don't start to hate me too kaye. And I'll tag and link you soon. see ya ard <3!
RACH: there will NOT be a love letter.
ZANN: lol, I guess the modelling is over already. And chesna, chad will never be there.
RACH: I'll try find a way to make my charms work on mrs yuen and li ping so we can sit together again. HAHAHAHAHAH.
MARK: yeah sure boy!

Youjin felt like updating @ 6:49 PM

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Monday, February 05, 2007

SPINNING IN A TIME MACHINE.

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful,
Stop me and steal my breath.
Emeralds from mountains thrust toward the sky,
Never revealing their depth.
Tell me that we belong together,
Dress it up with the trappings of love.
I'll be captivated.
I'll hang from your lips.
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above.
I'll be your crying shoulder.
I'll be love suicide.
I'll be better when I'm older.
I'll be the greatest fan of your life.
Rain falls, angry on the tin roof.
As we lie awake in my bed.
You're my survival, you're my living proof.
My love is alive not dead.
Tell me that we belong together.

ALRIGHT. To start with, so many things have happened, so many things have changed. Whether for the better or worst, they have, unexpectedly. Believe it or not, I'm actually beggining to LIKE school. I look forward to school EVERY morning@!

Anyways, I guess it hurts when the ppl you love start to forget you. They might have said they wouldn't forget you despite distance but maybe we have to start to learn how to let the poisonous acid of reality run through our veins.
For now, all I can do is hope and pray that they don't.
It's hard to let go of somethin', and I loathe havin' to do it.

God bless the broken road that led me straight to you.

Youjin felt like updating @ 8:13 PM

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Saturday, February 03, 2007

HAWW-TTTTT!

Went to vivo with family today bought 2 tops for forever 21. and no that's not what im gonna waste my time blogging 'bout. YOU SHOULD HAVE SEEN THE MODELS MANN. OH MY GAWD THEY'RE LIKE SOOOO FREAKIN' TALL AND THE MEN ARE JUST SO HOT. EVEN THE WOMEN.
AND CAN YOU BELIEVE I WAS SO OBSSESSED WITH ONE OF THE FEMALE MODS THAT I ACTUALLY WAITED FOR HER TO COME BACK ON STAGE FOR 30MINS?!
oh shit. I think I'm gay already. see the power of her looks? can turn you les one. LOL. but honestly, she's really beautiful. don't know how long their gonna be at vivo promoting the brand 'river Island' tho.

REPLY TO TAGS.
hiro: yeah, hopefully. and yes i get to earn 250. easy money.
KIM: HAHAH THANKS FOR TAGGING LOVE YOU!
YI ENN: I don't think so. are you?
WEI MEI: yeah i deleted them 'cause they made me reminesce 'bout some unpleasant things that happened in the past. anyways, thanks for tagging. I'll do the same.
ETHEL: hey buddy! I'll link you soon hahah, cya in school!

I wanna be your friend!

Youjin felt like updating @ 7:18 PM

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