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Just listen.


YOU JIN.L

26/7/1993.

geymeth secondary school.


runaway.


ALETHEA.
AMELIA.
ANNE.
ANTHONY.
APRIL.
CANDY.
CHESNA.
CINDY.
DANIEL.
EE CHING.
ETHEL.
HASLIYA.
HANNAH.
HEATHER.
HUO HUIQING.
IVAN.
JINGYI.
JANICE.
JUN XING.
JASMINE.
JESTON.
JING RONG.
KAH HENG.
KIM.
KAREN.
MARK.
MAXSWEN.
MELODY.
RACHEL(RAX).
SIEW JEAN.
STELLA.
WAN XIN.
WEI MEI.
XUANQI.
XAVIER.
XINYI.
YEO HUIQNG.
YING TIAN.
ZANN.


reading between the lines.




& the past is gone.


July 2006
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Friday, October 20, 2006

I'm a jar.
A bright pink jar.
With pictures of butterflies fluttering around on it.
Who was once full of darn scrumylicious cookies.
which tasted like,
tastes - undescribeable.
I was that bright pink jar.
who felt so great.
so great,
I would simply die with even more beautiful butterflies fluttering on me.
then those cookies were taken away.
and nobody,
nobody cared 'bout the bright pink jar no more.
'cause all those cookies were the jar.
no cookies meant no jar.
and im empty now.
dusty.
with dull butterflies.
which look like moths with holes.
left there to rot.
to crack.
to die.
but i wanna be strong.
I wanna freaking clean myself.
I want my butterflies to be lively.
but i dont know if i can do it.
All i feel is emptiness.
so something, someone,
fill me.
fill me by polishing me.
make my butties lively again.
and bake delicious, able-to-melt-you cookies,
and put them in me.
'cause all i am now.
is empty.
and all i need now.
is understanding.
care.
concern.
and love.
and make me shine.
again.
like before.
for forever.
<3


Youjin felt like updating @ 10:56 PM

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Thursday, October 12, 2006

You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill.
You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith.
Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears.
Most people turn to the things and people they can trust.
But the thing is its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.

At the end of the day faith is a funny thing.
It turns up when you don't really expect it.
It's like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed.
The castle, well, it may not be a castle.
And it's not so important happy ever after, just that its happy right now.
See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you , and once in a while people may even take your breath away.
look back, you were such an asshole.
'cause hey look now, its all over and the whole thing was like a passing cloud, right?
god, i feel like smacking you. ARGH!


Youjin felt like updating @ 11:10 PM

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